ty for the email and thank you for the new files. I have a secret love for being hypnotized and masturbating. It is something that i have been trying to fight and it is very hard for me.
I try to fight the addiction but your voice takes me so deep! I feel so warm all over my entire body right now as i open up to you and write this to you. I want you to be my Mistress and take over me! I think that you are the most beautiful woman that i have ever seen in all of my life! you are so beautiful! So far I have purchased hynpocock and cum obidenance. I have a very addictive personality. I did some uppers and listened to those two files for a good amount of time. Im very low on money right now so i am going to go to the flea market tommorrow early in the morning to sell some stuff. Im in the buying and selling buisness and i have a lot of money out in inventory ect…. why do i feel so horny and warm while i am writing this message to you? im curious as to what you have done to me? are you brainwashing me? you are all i think about when i masterbate. I try not to masterbate because i feel guilty about it but after those two files i just masterbate when i lay down and i edge for you! it feels so good! and i cant fight it…… im really looking forward to listening to weekend masterbation! Ill have some more money in my account tommorrow :) im going to go and lay down now and listen to cum obediance. i usually never listen to the files when im not high. do you think its better to listen to them high? intoxicated? or sober? Im sober most the time but im recovering some addictions…… anywho i just thought i would tell some things and i hope to know some things about you? how long have you been a mistress? how did you get into hypnosis? how long have you been doing hypnosis? why do you like to take over my mind and control my cums? do you like making me masterbate? do you like to encourage me to masterbate? its always something i have felt guilt about. i guess i have a thing for liking to be encouraged to masterbate :) so what about you what are your fetishs and stuff? How did you get into bdsm ? why do you like to be in control? in your personal life would you like a man to have control? i think that control is something that should be equal but i do belive that the male should be the alpha. In life people say im very controlling. i like to be in control and im so scared of giving up control to anyone. I guess i have a really big fear of being hurt or maybe its just that others have hurt me so bad :( im curious about you…… want to know you….. your life your story…… your wants….. your dreams…. your desires…… do you belive in God? do you belive that He loves you? are you any religion in particular? what are your thoughts? dreams? aspirations? what turns you on? what makes you horny? what do you want in a man? do you see yourself with anyone ever? getting married ect? me i have pretty much given up on a relationship or getting married , having a fam ect….. but when i look at you and your beauty and your energy your everything i want in a woman…..you give me hope but is it all just a dream? Im going blank right now. Hope to hear from you and hope to know more about you ! I love You! You are Amazing!